Piano's Wonderland

I cried because of my job once more...
Am I too weak to do it?
Or it is really a hard job!?
I cried on my way home while riding my scooter.
As soon as I thought about the situation I've met recently, I can't help cring.
I told to my mom what's going on when she saw me cring and she gave me some suggestions as well.
I'm still young, and have to set up a goal that I should reach it!!
After I marry, I can't have the life like now.
Which way should I go? Which way is better?
I have to figure out the answer and do it!