Piano's Wonderland

There is a balance in everyone's mind that which thing is right or wrong...
You may think one thing is right, but not for others...
Everyone has different thoughts on different events.
I can't say that they concern too much, what they do is right...
And I appreciate that they concern me though I'm not their daughter...
I do the things that I think it's fine, but for them, I'm doing the things that let they worry all the day...
Tell the truth, I dare not to say something in front of her...
I just cann't do it....though I'm old enough to tell her my own thoughts....
I try but as I think, it's useless...
In their mind, I'm a bad girl now who come home late every day and don't listen to them...
All I need to do is listen to them, be good...go home at the time as usual...
After work, I don't go somewhere to eat anything just "go home."
They want me to be this, then I'll be like this...
I don't want them to worry about me...and I also have to adjust my thoughts like theirs....>" Or I can't do it> I feel so ....sad....sad....sad....
I think I'm old enough that I know what I'm doing.
And I'll do anything carefully, I know how to protect myself...
Why they don't trust me that I can do it...
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Since they think which way is right, and then I follow the way...
I really don't know what to do...just follow....ha

I believe everyone has the time of depression....
And it's "the time" for me....

Whatever it takes...
I'll keep going, and I know I can do it...
Please give me the heart of brave so that I can get through all the difficulties.......