Piano's Wonderland

Since there are many things happened recently, the relationship between me and her is not as good as before.
I'm really depressed about this...
Although I know that she just worries about me like a sister, I still hope that we can get along with well.
The atmosphere at work has changed that no much fun here any more...
We used to chat a lot and she always tells me something funny or new, but now I'm not the person anymore.
I know it's hard for her to accept the truth but it just happened and we're fine now!!
Please don't worry and I appreciate that you concern me very much.
I'll be fine~
I really really respect her and treat her like my sister though she's just my co-worker.
I do hope that one day she can accept me once again and tell me things like before...
I know it's hard and take times but I'll be waiting....

For me, it's time to forget the past and move on.
I'm getting well now as you see, and have expectations again which let me have energy to go on.
In my opinion, people need to have something can expect that they may feel happy every day.
To be honest, I'm still not sure whether the way I choose is good or not and I know it's worng to be hesitating.
But it really happened in my deep heart....
I don't regreat what I choose and I'll follow the way.
I know I can do it!!
I believe that the happiness will come back to me again~
Cuz I trust him.......